Episode 1
Dear Diary...
When her best friend (and secret crush) hooks up with a crude jock, Syd seethes with anger ... and her feelings boil over in startling ways.
TV series
I Am Not Okay with This
2020TV-MA1 season8.0 / 10
Angsty Syd navigates high school awkwardness, family drama and an unrequited crush on her best friend while trying to rein in her budding superpowers.
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Angsty Syd navigates high school awkwardness, family drama and an unrequited crush on her best friend while trying to rein in her budding superpowers.
Season 1 episodes
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Episode 2
The Master of One F**k
After Dina ditches her for Brad, Syd spends the afternoon with Stan — and learns there's more to him than she thought.
Episode 3
The Party's Over
Memories of her dad send Syd to a dark place. At a party, Dina finds herself torn between Syd and Brad, and Stan asks Syd a question.
Episode 4
Stan by Me
After fighting with her mom, Syd struggles to avoid a meltdown at school. Later, Stan appoints himself Syd's mentor.
Episode 5
Another Day in Paradise
During a stint in detention, Brad offers Syd a truce, and an incident in the library leads to a high-stakes mission.
Episode 6
Like Father, Like Daughter
Syd worries she's being followed. Anxious and determined to get closure about her father's death, she searches the basement for answers.
Episode 7
Deepest, Darkest Secret
Armed with new insight about her dad, Syd vows to stay positive as she goes to the homecoming dance.
Episode information updated Jul 22, 2026