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I'll Be Gone in the Dark

2020TV-MA1 season7.0 / 10

After a decade of terror, the Golden State Killer vanished. One woman refused to let him disappear.

An exploration of the case of the Golden State Killer who terrorized California in the 1970s and 1980s, committing 50 sexual assaults and 10 murders, and true crime author Michelle McNamara's obsessive quest to find justice on behalf of his victims.

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Checked Jul 25, 2026

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Synopsis

An exploration of the case of the Golden State Killer who terrorized California in the 1970s and 1980s, committing 50 sexual assaults and 10 murders, and true crime author Michelle McNamara's obsessive quest to find justice on behalf of his victims.

Season 1 episodes

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Episode 1

Murder Habit

55m6.8 / 10

Delving into the world of online chat rooms and crime blogs, writer Michelle McNamara becomes immersed in the graphic details of the Golden State Killer case, connecting with like-minded sleuths, trading facts, photos and leads. After pitching a story to Los Angeles Magazine, she hits the ground running, interviewing several EAR survivors and retired detectives who worked the case.

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Directed by Liz GarbusGuest stars Adam Drucker, Larry Crompton, Patton Oswalt, Michelle McNamara, Paul Haynes, Melanie Barbeau, Karen Kilgariff

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Episode 2

Reign of Terror

56m7.0 / 10

Michelle McNamara reflects on the 1984 murder of her childhood neighbor Kathy Lombardo, which she credits with planting the seed for her lifelong fascination with unsolved crimes. Local detectives who worked the East Area Rapist (EAR) case in the ‘70s – and citizen detectives who picked up where they left off – discuss a proliferation of serial rape cases in Northern California at the time, discussing an era when victims were often too ashamed to speak out and sexual crime was minimized in the press and the courtroom.

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Directed by Elizabeth WolffGuest stars Billy Jensen, Larry Crompton, Patton Oswalt, Michelle McNamara, Paul Haynes, Melanie Barbeau

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Episode 3

Rat in a Maze

56m7.0 / 10

In 1979, law enforcement is thrilled when the East Area Rapist (EAR) attacks abruptly stop in Northern California, but in reality, the still unknown assailant has moved south to commit a number of gruesome murders in the Santa Barbara area, known as the "Original Night Stalker" series. The hunt for the perpetrator stalls due to lack of cooperation between jurisdictions and concerns of tarnishing the area’s pristine image, leaving the community unaware of the predator in their midst. Michelle's article chronicling her investigation of the case causes a splash when it's published in 2013.

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Directed by Myles Kane, Josh KouryGuest stars Jennifer Barth, Paul Holes, Kathleen Conroy, Mary Rita Skrine, Maureen Stratton, Daniel Greenberg, Bob McNamara, Larry Crompton

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Episode 4

The Motherlode

54m6.8 / 10

Michelle and her editors agree to push her book deadline after being granted access to the Orange County Sheriff’s Department’s East Area Rapist / Original Night Stalker (EAR/ONS) room. Poring over 37 boxes of files now occupying her daughter’s playroom, Michelle and her researcher Paul Haynes explore the case of the “Visalia Ransacker,” the perpetrator of a string of burglaries in the early ‘70s bearing striking similarities to EAR.

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Directed by Myles Kane, Josh KouryGuest stars Paul Holes, Daniel Greenberg, Kera Bolonik, Larry Crompton, Patton Oswalt, Michelle McNamara, Paul Haynes, Melanie Barbeau

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Episode 5

Monsters Recede but Never Vanish

54m7.3 / 10

As Michelle’s loved ones cope with her sudden death, her work to unmask the Golden State Killer lives on. Inspired by McNamara’s interest in genealogy and online DNA testing services, Paul Holes, Chief of Forensics in Contra Costa County, reconstructs the killer’s family tree with the help of genetic genealogist Barbara-Rae Venter. After inheriting Michelle’s 37 boxes of case files, researcher Paul Haynes and true crime writer Billy Jensen work alongside Michelle’s husband, Patton Oswalt, to finish her book, which becomes an instant bestseller. Meanwhile, the release of Michelle’s autopsy report rocks her inner circle.

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Directed by Elizabeth WolffGuest stars Billy Jensen, Paul Holes, Kathleen Conroy, Mary Rita Skrine, Maureen Stratton, Daniel Greenberg, Bob McNamara, Kera Bolonik

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Episode 6

Walk Into the Light

55m7.0 / 10

As 72-year-old former police officer Joe DeAngelo’s arrest unfolds in real time, chilling facts materialize that illuminate Michelle’s prescience in her book’s epilogue, “Letter to an Old Man.” Researcher Paul Haynes and true crime writer Billy Jensen try to learn everything they can about DeAngelo. When Patton Oswalt, Jensen, and Haynes connect with survivors and McNamara’s fellow citizen detective Melanie Barbeau, Michelle’s absence is deeply felt. Series finale.

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Directed by Liz GarbusGuest stars Billy Jensen, Paul Holes, Larry Crompton, Wes Ryland, Patton Oswalt, Michelle McNamara, Paul Haynes, Melanie Barbeau

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Episode 7

Show Us Your Face

1h7.3 / 10finale

The victims of the Golden State Killer seek closure following the recent sentencing. Plus, one final boots-on-the-ground investigation brings shocking new revelations to light in the case that inspired Michelle McNamara's fascination with unsolved crimes: the murder of Kathy Lombardo.

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Directed by Elizabeth WolffGuest stars Gay Hardwick, Bob Hardwick, Anne Marie Schubert, Michael G. Bowman, Thien Ho, Chris Lombardo, Tom Olis, Kim Knebel

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Episode information updated Jul 26, 2026

More about I'll Be Gone in the Dark

Cast

Amy RyanMichelle McNamara's Words (voice)
Adam DruckerSelf - Michelle's Friend
Jennifer BarthSelf - Executive Editor, HarperCollins
Billy JensenSelf - Crime Writer, Citizen Detective
Paul HolesSelf - Ret. Chief of Forensics, Contra Costa County
Kathleen ConroySelf - Michelle's Sister
Mary Rita SkrineSelf - Michelle's Sister
Maureen StrattonSelf - Michelle's Sister

Credits

Created by
Liz Garbus

Production details

Status
Ended
Series type
Miniseries
Episodes
7
Original language
English

Networks & production

  • HBOUnited States
  • HBO Documentary FilmsUnited States
  • Story SyndicateUnited States

Themes

1970s1980samateur detectivecaliforniacrime writermurdermurder mysteryoverdose